TODAY SUCKS

I need to learn to take my own advice and save my work OFTEN. My external hard drive just killed one of my pictures... Time to walk away and take a few deep breaths. 

...then throw my hard drive out the window.

Can today really get any worse? I still have to work tonight so we'll see.

I guess I could be these people though.

Paint Practice-Skin

I feel like a could push my values so much more. She's also very grey. Haha, thats why its called practice though right? :)

Check out my fancy new header.

:) 

Yay.

Some Quotes

Found em on some cards.

"If you're going to be passionate about something, be passionate about learning. If your going to fight something, fight for those in need. If you're going to question something, question authority. If you're going to lose something, lose your inhibitions. If you're going to gain something, gain respect and confidence. And if you're going to hate something, hate the false idea that you are not capable of your dreams."

~Daniel Golston

"Walk with the dreamers, the believers, the courageous, the cheerful, the planners, the doers, the successful people with their heads in the clouds and their feet on the ground. Let their spirit ignite a fire within you to leave this world better than when you found it..."

~Wilferd Peterson

I dunno.

Good words to live by I think.

The second one reminds me of Camp and all the people that went into making that place amazing. 

Work AH!

Something traditional. I just can't ditch those markers. :)

I got my work schedule last night and I'm not working at all this week. My first thought was, AH! BAD! THIS IS BAD! My second and third thoughts were kinda all along the same line. I knew things were going to slow down in January, but I guess it didn't really hit me until now. 

I think I might have screwed myself over this weekend. I was scheduled to work Saturday and Sunday, but I had my friend Conor's birthday in Duluth to go to. So I found someone to work and managed to get a ride up there. Throughout the holidays I had been finding other people to take my shifts so I could go do whatever... I don't know if my managers are seeing this and saying "well why should we schedule her if she's just going to give it to someone else?" or if its just January being January. I really hope its the second one.

On the bright side...

I suppose now I'll have time to finish up that bartending thing. I haven't been there in over three weeks now. I hope they let me back! And not having to work I can focus on school too. I start on the 12th.

I'm just gonna have to buckle down, hide my debit card and try and spend as little as possible in between now and when I manage to start working or find another job.

:A